Today marks two years since my mom died.
I can't even cry. All I can think is that I wish we could have done better for her. I wish we could have used a simple diagnostic test to tell her what was wrong with her. I wish we could have been able to do that to save time, aggravation, fear, stress and helplessness. I wish we could have explained to her that she was dying and how. I wish we could have exchanged proper goodbyes.
But we couldn't. And that's CJD for you.
I still don't have a lot of answers and that is what is on my mind the most today.
R.I.P. Phyllis Larson, 11-10-04
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